A noted professor from my academic years told me that it
takes a lot of courage for a man to date someone like me because of the way I
think. That teacher told me that if I don’t learn to think and act normal I may
never get someone to grow old with. Ten years later, I fully understand his premise.
I am not normal. I am not dangerous but I definitely don’t
think the way most people do. I respond well to pain and I always root for the
peculiar. I don’t blend well in the crowd. I don’t stay in one place for a long
time. I can only tolerate a minimum amount of human interaction and I always
see things in a different perspective. I grew up in a disoriented and
unconventional environment. The benchmark for good manners and appropriate
behavior were marked lower than it should be and so I learned my lesson through
trial and error. That is why, despite of my young age—I have seen and tasted the
real world.
To err is human and to forgive is
divine.
It made me who I am today. I may not be academically smart
but I am sure as hell that I know how life works. I cannot be fooled by anyone
unless I intentionally want to. I have reasons why I don’t speak up yet. But
keep in mind that day will come eventually and when that time comes; don’t hold
your horses because I won’t hold mine.
What I wanted to say… What I really wanted to say is, you
better watch out!
No comments:
Post a Comment