I may not be the most “kikay” looking girl but seriously when it comes to being vain and shit… I know I am equipped with the right infos. Primarily because I am not fortunate to have this rosy white pinkish smooth skin so I have to exert a LOT of effort just to look clean and appropriate.
Twenty years ago, my parents discovered that I have skin asthma. Meaning, I have a very delicate skin which became a major pain in the gut. Having skin asthma does not only make me look like a decaying wood but curing my allergies are freakin’ expensive. So I swear to myself, I’ll be extra careful when it comes to skin care because I don’t wanna look like a fugly twat. (Well, nobody likes to look like a fugly twat-- I supposed)
At an early stage (freshmen year in high school), I learned the basic methods for my daily skin care routine. I have also learned how to do my own make-ups and brands that will suits my sensitive skin. It’s not really rocket science, I mean the daily cleansing and moisturizing shit that you have to repeat twice a day (morning and night). However, the quest to find the correct products for your skin is really the hard quest. Having skin asthma and undergoing puberty is a very bad combination. It is a social life destroyer and of course embarrassing. So I couldn’t imagine how I survived high school while dealing with such a life slayer dilemma.
Actually, my first three paragraphs was just an intro to my latest category for my blog. I know it was pretty long but I felt like I need to explain the background why I am writing about vanity and fashion when everyone knew that this blog is created to accommodate my whining and all the shitload of a life I have. Well let’s just pretend that I am trying to write something that actually has sense.
Back to my topic…
So for the past 10 years of my life, I’ve been throwing away too much money just to make me look appropriate. I’ve gone from the cheapest up to the expensive stuffs to sustain my semi-freakish fuckin skin. Like what I stated above, I am not gifted with natural beauty and everything you see in me are all artificial or if not enhanced. Seriously, I look like an ogre 14 years ago and that is why I had this personal commitment that when it comes to being vain… it’ll be my priority. I wouldn’t think twice if somebody will give me financial support for any aesthetic enhancement or surgery (e.g liposuction, breast implants, laser hair removal, and glutathione injections etc.) There’s no such thing as “beauty is in the eye of the beholder” or “Inner beauty always comes first” shits. One must have at least one noticeable physical attributes to break the ice or at least create physical attraction.
So after this written crap… you can expect entries that concerns vanity or products that I use or planning to use or whatever.
